So what this week served up was an invitation to a “leaving jobs” house party by two old friends, who are, quite obviously, and for different reasons, leaving their jobs. I’ve had these friends since university, so basically – many years. In this last year pre- “leaving jobs” we have met up and spent time together zero times. There are probably complex reasons behind that but ultimately one of them is that jobs get in the way of meeting up with friends. My job, their jobs, all the jobs. Jobs get in the way of meeting up with people. Jobs take up time and effort and energy and often we are depleted when we are done with our jobs for the day/week/month and as a result – very selective about the bit that happens in the time cracks around our jobs. Which is how friends fizzle out sometimes.
It also got me thinking about the actual “leaving jobs” bit. I have no intentions of leaving mine, I love it too much. But I remember leaving the previous job. I think it was a Friday when I handed in my notice. I then spent the afternoon in an establishment called “Walkabout” (aptly named on the day I announced my “walk out”) with a G&T and two guys (soon to be ex-colleagues) in front of me, talking about The Future. None of the details remain in my memory beyond that but all I can tell you is that I remember the utter elation around my “leaving a job” and the relief at not having to carry what felt like a burden any more. I felt light. I felt joyous. I felt happy. It was the day I coined the belief that: “Everybody should leave a job at least once in their life and experience what that feels like because it feels so awesome”. I still think that.
There are jobs that sap you and your energy up. There are aspects of jobs that sap you and your energy up. So much so that you can end up normalising that and be left with a blurred vision of the alternatives.
Ultimately, you don’t have to keep carrying the burden. If that’s how a job feels, the choice of saying “enough” and moving on, in my experience, is entirely yours. You don’t have to do that job and you certainly don’t have to do it all in the job of your choice. It’s important, I think, to always know that. Choice rests with you.
The other good thing about it is that the space after “leaving a job” is full of possibilities:
if you’ve got another one already lined up to go to soon it’s a lush opportunity for doing little and for “time out” while you wait.
If the “leaving job” was a surprise and not your choice it’s an opportunity for reflection and life course-correction We don’t get many chances in life to start afresh, change trains, change direction. That’s priceless.
Either way it also opens up time for morning coffees and evening house parties with friends.
All in all, “leaving job” is often what dreams are made of. So if that’s where you are at, live the dream.
Much Love,
Eliza Do Little (which you have to, since, let’s face it – you’ve “left job”)